This morning I woke up with joy. The sun was shining, the air was fresher. I can almost smell the spirit of life. I woke with happy feeling and I think that's good, I have to increase this kind of feeling more and more everyday, besides they always said that "happiness is a state of mind". So I take a bigger step outside to the 50% sale stores at the mall. Dap dap dap
Feeling confident, I tried this pants and that tops, so many sale was going on, I'm so happy.
Oh...I almost forget, at this moment I know that I have a pear shaped body and have been trying to accept myself the way I am. Try to embrace myself, to love to love to love.
Or at least that what I thought about myself, but....at the sale, this morning, those confidence was like ...uh I don't know...just evaporated. And that because one "XS" top with the pair in "XL". I know as an adult, I'm not supposed to exaggerate this kind of problem. I don't know ... I just felt unbalanced with tops that small and jeans that big. I suddenly feel unhappy and felt stupid after I left the store. I shouldn't feel that way about myself.
This is the main reason why I do this blog in the first place. To learn more about myself as well as others. To love and respect ourselves more more more. I wonder if anybody ever feel the way I feel at that moment. Share with me and all the readers!!!
You can share your pear shaped experiences at the comments box..............