Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Bad bad bad Morning


This morning I woke up with joy. The sun was shining, the air was fresher. I can almost smell the spirit of life. I woke with happy feeling and I think that's good, I have to increase this kind of feeling more and more everyday, besides they always said that "happiness is a state of mind". So I take a bigger step outside to the 50% sale stores at the mall. Dap dap dap

Feeling confident, I tried this pants and that tops, so many sale was going on, I'm so happy.

Oh...I almost forget, at this moment I know that I have a pear shaped body and have been trying to accept myself the way I am. Try to embrace myself, to love to love to love.


Or at least that what I thought about myself, but....at the sale, this morning, those confidence was like ...uh I don't know...just evaporated. And that because one "XS" top with the pair in "XL". I know as an adult, I'm not supposed to exaggerate this kind of problem. I don't know ... I just felt unbalanced with tops that small and jeans that big. I suddenly feel unhappy and felt stupid after I left the store. I shouldn't feel that way about myself.

This is the main reason why I do this blog in the first place. To learn more about myself as well as others. To love and respect ourselves more more more. I wonder if anybody ever feel the way I feel at that moment. Share with me and all the readers!!!

You can share your pear shaped experiences at the comments box..............


4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I completely understand. Everyone else in my family has a very boyish shaped body. My sister had a baby two years ago and still weighs just over 100 lbs and wears a size 0. Perhaps this is unhealthy but it makes me feel pretty bad about my pear shaped body. I've gained about 5 lbs and the only place you see it is in my hips which makes shopping so difficult. I have a really small top and waist but shopping for pants just makes me want to cry. Either pants are too big or they cut into my hips and it looks like I have fat hanging over the top of my pants. Shopping is becoming very frustrating. Summer is nice because I can wear skirts and dresses which flatter my shape much better but shopping for fall and winter is just awful!

Y-O-E-L said...

Yup

I know that we have to love our body inside out but sometimes that kind of feeling just hit me.I'm sure u know what I mean.

Annika said...

I found your blog when I googled "pear shaped" because I've been feeling so shitty about mine lately. Some days are better than others but on days like this, I think I should just get liposuction or only ever wear sweatpants :( I love your gallery of pear shaped celebs though, Beyonce is my inspiration.

Y-O-E-L said...

Glad 2 have u here, annika.....I've been there too....